In a state of confusion

This past week has been nothing but change. Job denials turn into offers while at the same time, the stable job becomes to much to handle. I am kind of in a bind at the moment because I am trying to hold out for something better. I am not happy with the offer that is on the table. I don't want to commit to something only to end it after finding something better. So, I am just going to wait it out. It's going to suck big time but I think it's the best thing to do. I just have to really fight for what I want in life. I can't settle. It's not in my nature. I need to be back on top again, and I believe I will be. Patience.

PS. I have gone to the gym three days in a row now and am working my ass out!